Type. Erase.
Try a few different words. Erase.
Think a few minutes. Type again. Erase.
It isn't that I don't have anything to write; it's that there's too much. My heart is full. I'm processing and being challenged and knowing blessing--all at the same time. There is such a surpluss of reflections and hopes and thoughts that my mind is jumbled and my fingers confused.
Just know that He is good--and that today my soul knows this very well.
Miss you. Haven't really talked since Tuesday (I think. Or was it Wed.?) At any rate, miss you. Haven't talked enough!
ReplyDeleteKEEP PRAYING!!! I'm so consumed I can't sleep. (OBVIOUSLY!) God is working, I know He is.
ReplyDeleteGod is good...
ReplyDeleteThe doctor found my week of "research" and journaling inconclusive (and I agreed). Today I will be scheduling a visit to GI at Children's Hospital where they will start with blood tests and then possibly go to an endoscopy and then colonoscopy. (Let's hope not!) The problem seems to be that they only have a conclusive answer if he tests positive for something, which of course we don't want, but if they can't find the specific problem, they just keep testing, which we also don't want. (Wheat has now been identified as a possible culprit--and I thought dairy would be hard!!!)
I wil also schedule a visit to Allegheny Orthopedics for his foot check-up. Seth will also visit as it seems he has inhereted the Tucci flat feet to a rather serious degree. We're hoping their doctor will come up with a practical (non-surgical) way of lifting his ankles from the ground when he walks. (I am hoping maybe a good pair of insoles will do the trick!?)
We'll see... Either way, I feel blessed to have such small dilemmas and such wonderful and healthy little boys.
Thanks for checking in...